Subject: miscarriage

From: "Bentley" <[email-masked]>
Date: Tue, 22 May 2007 20:01:30 +0700

It can never be over with. I didn't say to myself, she tried the best of both worlds and ended up with the worst of all. Finally he did and he said he didn't know where "that cunt" was.
"Come on, Far Out," I said. It is absolutely not sneakiness that fuels this lie.
"You could say I was sick," she said. "You're not a decent person, you're a slut. I'm sure that Andrew will manage anyway, but heartbreaking to have to lie to a loved one.
There are a lot of nice, supportive people working in the industry.
I had my feet in two doors, Andrew and box covers, but I wouldn't call it conflict because I was happy in both. Do they deserve to be assaulted should the other man discover the relationship? He's called about five times and I tell him that I can't give out your phone number.
I called immediately. I would be more understanding of that, one might feel lied to and betrayed by such a revelation.
"Actually, you look like shit. I was as high as after sex. Emotional violence can be much more damaging than physical violence, but there are far fewer howls of outrageous protest there. HE FUCKING DESERVES IT BABE.
His bookshelves were filled with stories about criminals and convicts, even prostitutes. For the first two months we stayed in bed. He was saying hateful things but there was a terrible, terrible smoothness to his voice.
If you truly cared for a person, you do not seek to punish them when they eventually decide to tell you the truth, and you certainly do not get a pass for hitting. I'm sure that Andrew will manage anyway, but heartbreaking to have to lie to a loved one.
Andrew had no excuse to engage in hitting and physically abusing Shirl. There was no dialogue and they began fucking immediately, a pretty dull way to make another video. And I didn't know how to go about tracking down a person who lived in her car.
I got you bookmarked.
Probably knowing that he wouldnt "accept" your profession.
"A thousand different men. You're only worth the twenty dollars people shell out for a fucking video.
I'd like you to be happy too.
I was able to have sex with Andrew just like Far Out had talked about. "So you're a prostitute? And she also knew the risk she was taking. but it does not absolve a person of their lie.
"It's a job like any other.
Go fuck yourself," she said. That day I was back to being a supporting actress in another Jenny Highsmith movie, where I would lie again when I faked an orgasm. This is not because I pass judgment, or that I fear disease. And then not work at all.