Subject: If you would like to feel like a superman,nothing will stand on your way.

From: "Young Mendoza" <[email-masked]>
Date: Tue, 28 Apr 2009 20:21:09 -0300

different boyfriends came and went through all this some i thought i could marry some i was mad at myself for hanging around some that broke my heart 

isnt life surprising i was laying awake thinking last night about how different my life has gone then what i thought (in a good way) 

one more thought about best friends

one thing i enjoy about facebook is the old pictures that friends and fam upload to walk down memory lane together with you 

i have been laying in bed sick since monday it seems to be getting worse by the day not better i am so irritated and antsy i miss my family and i want to clean my house 

it was the first time i realized that things dont always go how you think they will and that it all can turn out better than you imagined

ready to share the love

and the dishes she cleans for me i dont even have to rinse before putting things in the dishwasher anymore and how warm she keeps my toesies while im sitting at the desk working on the computer who needs slippers it seems her only desire in life is to be close to us and all she asks for is an occasional pet and some food and water truly my lowest maintenance friend

grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day 

plan to be surprised

even more obsessed with flickr than usual of late

messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering clear of me i am bored and tired and achy

and how every plan ive ever made has been reconstructed into something harder and better than what i laid out as my own agenda 

how have you been surprised what can i say

im loving babies & mamas sunshine happy rooms and cool colors

with that heres the stuff i eat salad with chicken a different salad with chicken repeat repeat this is the hard thing about it not a ton of delicious options im kind of kidding ive found a few other yummy things too

like this one for instance my older brother uploaded it while reminiscing about the old buggie he rebuilt in the 80s